Its been such a while, do i begin with pleasantries - how are you ? Or should i begin with wishes for the future? Or should i ask, in a fake start of conversation - some question i can hear you talk endless on ?
Or should i lose all pretense, stand down, disintegrate - bone by bone and finish my being and dissolve into thin air.
Doing the obvious was never my thing - I'll rather disassemble, become oxygen, so you breathe me in - my unapologetic desperation of finding a shelter, a safe house.
You, are a universe of existence - and i am the complete opposite - do you understand now, why the balance is needed -
do you understand my metaphors ?
Do you know why they are needed?
Im not quick witted to find something, a word, a sentence, a line which explains my condition - so i take help -
do you then, understand, how meaningless this whole exercise is when you are not around ?
The 2nd of January 2015 - another year to find new metaphors for all that fails to make sense, among which, lies my existence.
Hdk
Or should i lose all pretense, stand down, disintegrate - bone by bone and finish my being and dissolve into thin air.
Doing the obvious was never my thing - I'll rather disassemble, become oxygen, so you breathe me in - my unapologetic desperation of finding a shelter, a safe house.
You, are a universe of existence - and i am the complete opposite - do you understand now, why the balance is needed -
do you understand my metaphors ?
Do you know why they are needed?
Im not quick witted to find something, a word, a sentence, a line which explains my condition - so i take help -
do you then, understand, how meaningless this whole exercise is when you are not around ?
The 2nd of January 2015 - another year to find new metaphors for all that fails to make sense, among which, lies my existence.
Hdk
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