Oh why...

you're in puffy pyjamas..
A tiny shirt..
The dragon Nobert...
The dragon Nobert
Ur beauty..the trauma..
Oh girl..
just kill the drama..
...
Just kill the drama...


see u swim..
See u fly..
See those lovely hair..
Is it all a lie...

See u read..
See u cry..
See u dream..
See u try
See u burn me and fry

u say..
U're ordinary..
Why...

why...
Are u here..
Again
With tat boiling
pan..
Those meaty eyes..
To roast me - fry..
Oh why
Oh why

Hdk

Awakened Sleep

The awakened sleep.

When you wake up, what is the first thought that hits you..?

Is it not whats lurking through your subconscious, biding his time, waiting with a patient unease..I see it as a monster in hibernation - growling all the time - but still in hibernation - waiting.

And so you wake up, the brain which was free of any thought in its sleep state, is flooded with that one thought - as the flood gates open, the monster - awakens from hibernation and seeks to kill. It's hungry.

As that one ray of sun, hits the horizon and the black empty space is now bright and shining with Sun-light..

And so each morning, my dearest, you come to me even before I open my eyes. Even before the sleep breaks - you are rolling up and down my subconscious.

Laying apart every other thought, the other thoughts think you rule them and all they do is bow before you - my queen.

Like a blank canvas being soaked in just one color, you.

There is nothing else in this mind, but you.

There is nothing else in life, but you.

 Everything else is just a distraction.

Hdk\

Just in case you ever foolishly forget; I'm never not thinking of you'

I wish you had pinged once. 

You`re still here

So shes blue..
Like the heavens ..
The oceans new..

The necklace..
Hugs d neck..
Lucky boy..
Oh wat d heck...

This isn't working..

So wat will.. Just writing..

Ok so ure beautiful..you hear this everyday (if you dont then people are blind) . So I look at this picture and then I want to keep looking at it and not write.. Coz u're calming.. So I wish I could talk to you and be around each day.. Cause you slow things down..

Without saying a word u say.
"okay joe, come here, sit next to me, breathe, now tell me what's going on"

blue sinks in with the skin..
Like a blotting paper and ink..

 A letter with loving words..
sky flying with birds..

The smile within..
Tats you ..fat n thin..

And then there's a kid..

Which one I wonder..
Out of the two..
Is more cuter..

The body has grown..
Outward is a pretty gown..
But in there..
Theres a child..
As naughty..
As wild..

So tats the two pictures..

Office wants me..
so I have to leave..

With the pretty picture in my eyes..
Office today..
Will be sweeter as chocolate pie..

Aren't you still here

hdk

Another day - rain soaked.

Is there a place I cannot go without you..

Muted life..muted thots..
Muted knives..piercing thots..

As u r flushed out..
wat fills in ..
that despair...
.is a wailing wind..
cold and screaming..

everything that entangles the muddy mind..
was soiled in you..

Eyes brimmed, throat choked..

Another day - rain soaked.

Hdk

find wat u love and then let it kill u

There is no life without you..

a meaningless pursuit..

finding glories I dont seek..

Pleasures I dont need..

Uncomforting comforts..

The sentences end with 2 words..

How did yu turn a dream into a nightmare..  a nightmare which wakes me each night..

As ur absence trembles my  trembling existence..

The signboard says abyss ahead..

Hold my hand as I plunge into it..

I guess Bukowski said..find wat u love and then let it kill u..

Hdk

the moving on routine

An invisible blanket ...

I peek thru..

it's ur world this time.

.I sneak thru..

The sun's not burnt down..

The grass is still green..

Little Lily in my eyes..

D same old dream..

You're still here..

My darling..

Y still here..

Go.

World churns ..

D blanket burns..

People get over things.. C'mon I wouldnt do so badly..

Universe

The quiet around me..
in the sky.. on my balcony..
has quietly invaded my heart ...
she's come and hugged me and
let my senses loose..

As I drift below her shadow..
I am the quiet
and the quiet is me..

as now she serenely enters my mind..
like a slow shutdown..
the bright light goes dim..flickers and then burns out..

The invasion is over
as wat I now see is her everywhere..
the quiet unbound..unborn and still living..loving.. healing..

The quiet woman..
the chaotic man..

Melancholy yet sweet silence..

meet..mate.. live..

Breathe.

Hdk

You.

There is nobody ..

as beautiful as you ..

there is nobody who rips my heart open..

as you...

As another empty day is spent..

The fragrant flowers...

the  sunlit.skies ..

the wine in the air..

They are all, as you..

Reminding of you..

Of you.

.just you..

Of only you..

What's left of me is you..

The mirror shows through..

D skin me..

the soul ..you..

Empty eyes..dream of you..

Thirsty throats .. Drink you..

Scarred skin..touches you..

Lusty lips .. They miss you..

My love my life..

Through n thorough..

Is you..

..hdk

That picture of you..

Can I tell u how u r a sight for sore eyes..
How can I begin to tell u..how peacefully beautiful that picture is..

I want to look at it sitting on chair..by a tent ..near a lake..the wind has only picked up....as the sun ..is only about to set...

And then I.bring this picture out..so the sun..
Has a glimpse..
and smiles...
as he goes

..knowin there is something more brighter ..
more enriching..
more wonderful..
Than him..

And wid a smile he sets..as I'm gazing at u as u gaze back ...
at me. ..

I could do this forever and more and then maybe take it to the next forever  ..

The sun would keep shining and so would I in ur light..

Hdk

Keys

Weak knees..
lock-less keys..

The blinding light..
Ur very sight..

Thunderous heart..
Falling right apart..

And all u see. 

Is a face straight..

The Key's gates
Pro-Found mate..

Hdk