Here today?

It is so uncanny to let your person be in the office premises..so I leave the man who is me - outside and he keeps waiting in the sun – absorbing nothing – knowing nothing – a blanket is on his head – he see`s nothing –at that very place where I leave him – each day – where I pick him up on my way out..and then he`s me.

Merged.

Passing through the lobby, a scent hit my system – my thots..all my bones..dissolved – it was her scent – she couldn`t be here and still was – I - on my knees – did I even have knees.

The man outside – barged inside – as the scent rolled over and submerged me in its deepest fragrance and as the man came in running he too took a dip – dived and as we merged - the fragrance rolled over us –as the world disappeared and everything that was – was you..

Submerged.

Were you here today ?

Hdk

Hdk

The cure

Without all the couture..
Without all that glamour..

With questions so immature..
But answers so mature.

Im in love with your soul...
The most serene and pure..
To be wid u ..I m lured..

When everything is blur..
Wen pressure I cannot endure..
Wen im so unsure..
Be wid me for sure..

For you r d one
who knows d cure.

Moon

Moon,
for the people of shade...
For they dissolve where others fade..
Gazing at her without a blink ..
I howl..as she turns pink..

She peeks..
Beneath the blanket..
Of cotton clouds anew..

I grow hoarse..howling..
Oh beauty you !!
Oh beauty you !

A year turns over.

A year turns over..
the chapter ends..

It was bloody..
the affairs were sordid..

It took me a thousand miles..
with thots of you in piles..

to realize this..
comprehend this..

your presence -
its being..
carries me..

to a world unseen..
finding my being..
my being !!

Air Fire - Faire Afire

I fought it.all my life
and then.
it.sucked.me.in...its dark and empty.inside...the.black.viel is.thin...

They say I.deserved it.
coz I.
was a man too bad...
who only loved and din care...
he went where the devils.didn't dare...

As it goes...
Out of his mind ..
being absolutely crazy.
but so was she ...
her eyes dark n.hazy...

Downright dumb
very.silly...
he was wid her ..
his life ..
the white.lily...

She was strong ..he was fair...
They wer together ..the fire..the air...
The air was breezy..
unmindful and dreamy

The fire was warm...shy ..never wanting no harm..
the air and fire..together faire..
.the one who grants wishes..
who is strong and fair...

Then d tides changed...
D volcano came
and
so did the hurricane...

They blew the world out ...
Like d gods
angry gods...
gone insane..

The air has calmed...has become more sane...
The fire still erupts..the volcanoz unfazed...

The breeze is glum..blowing on a winter too cold...
waiting for d warm fire...
bringing summer in its womb..

Hdk

Space Tavel

We went to space..you and me...beyond the blue..the black..the grey...we sat on the moon..the brighter side..it's always full moon here you said..I nodded..

 As we sipped the wine in zero gravity..Africa passed before us covered by the Indian and the Atlantic (or is it Pacific)..you said there goes Egypt..I named a pyramid by my name..I smiled and remembered how I promised you a trip to Egypt..

Here u go I said the entire planets for you..as Africa gave way to the Amazon- the rainforests...
"your house jungle boy" you said..I smiled again..

As we saw the sunrise from the moon.. A bright ray falling on the blue..d oceans sparkled..the black turned green...

"woooahhh" you said as you stood up ..ur eyes out as you gasped at wat you saw ..the child in you. Out in her fullest..she had to come to space to get her out I wondered...

I looked up and said

 "hey  ..you should see the sun on the Himalayas..it's amazing"..you turned and squinted your eyes for a better view..as I sat and looked at you smilin all the time...sipped my wine..

Kept dreaming :)