Would you know why.

I wish you pop up again..
Today..
Like yesterday..

The mind is restless.. Cant figure out why..
Would you happen to know??

How many fishes got lucky..
Cant write..theres a clog in the  brain..
I'm not breathin well too..
Would  you know why..

I dreamt of u n me walking on my favorite Bombay beach
.. I dont know if it was a subconsciously done or
if I wanted to dream that dream..

Would you know?
Would you know..
When d bubble in my head would break..and id see what those people are talking about wen they say the world is ugly..
Would you know..

Why ..
you're sitting by my side..
Looking at me with those.. wonderful mermish eyes..
The reason for my smile..
Would you know..
If it's me you're looking for..
By d lake

Could you possibly know..

My favorite human.. :)
Hdk

Rain..(again)

Early morning..
Cloudy skies..
U in my head..
As first rain flies.
.
Flapping wings..
Joy - the little sweet things..

Wetter ground..
You r all that's around..

Beautiful u..
Smilin thru..

In my heart..my mind..
With rains..u unwind..

Bringin thunder..
Bringin wonder..

I watch..as ur pirates plunder..

Like a frog..I jump..
Forget the throat..
Forget the lump..

D rains..
bring me you..
as my world floods..

Raining you..

Hdk

Feb-2014

What would the doctor say...

Did he say - you need more of me..more words that fall on your ears..more of me for the eyes..
The air turned around for good here, since you were present. You were there. That one picture on my fone was enough for the weather gods to know you are here. I keep finding a reason to come back to it every opportunity I have..

Please dont be sad, I would know the solution to everything on this world but your tears.. Please dont cry..

It makes me feel helpless, makes me have this sinking feeling..when I hear u cry..the ground trembles..I am no longer sure-footed..

Please dont cry..b sad..or anything. You are this endless source of joy for me - my eyes light up when I see you - you know this .. You do

The past is the future

I`ve not been thinking about her. Rather, dreaming. Her company and the things she`d say. Its all unconsciously done – I don`t even know about it – the brain or a rebel who`s part of it, still desires to have fun. We were swimming in a pool in the center of Paris – can you imagine. There was a dream a few days back too – I can`t remember – the wonder that is you, encompasses the length and the breadth of the skull, new memories, for the lack of space, don`t exist, aren`t stored.

The past is the future.

grass

Happiness to me is lying in this grass..
I like how green it is...
Wen I turn over.. All I'm staring at ..
is it's green-ness..
A perfect blend of just green..
It makes me happy thinking about the grass..
I like the way it smells..
Something so crisp..
so raw..
This is wat nature smells like I wonder..
closing my eyes, i let my brain smell it..
The smell makes me high...
Reminds me of your hair..
I can hear you sing a faint song..
Love the tune..
Lose the reality...
I lie on this grass all the time..
Because it is not bothered by me..
It always is welcoming..
Sometimes I feel it wraps me around it..as sleep engulfs me.
The grass makes me happy.

Hdk

better

i'm glad d schedules better..
I'm glad she's  getting fatter (d fat one)..
I'm this mad hatter..
Who's got nothing, but letter..
Letter letter .
Wats d matter...
.
.No rains ..but hows this ground so wetter....
As she reads thru..
Did she feel any better..
The fatter the hatter..
Across oceans..between letters :)

why

It did make me happy at first ...the rains..
to watch it pour down as huge dark clouds took over the little small one's.. from my glass window.. Silently murmuring ... I liked it lazy..but then something .gloomy ..terrible engulfed me ..and it is taking over me as I write this..

Trying to wrest myself out of it..

It is tiring to continue to do this all day.. Days passing years n ages...

And then u too are gone..

Why..